Abrupt posts are the way to go.
Friday, November 10, 2006 @8:33 PM
'curiosity killed the cat'
where is the light? i'm blinded by darkness that is mixed with confusion and happiness. i'm grateful that it has been revealed, i'm greatful for what i have and i thank everyone of you for your kindness.
so it is my problem. a reaching hand is there, and i'll snatch it with a greatful heart.
but why can't i see it sometimes? is my usual stubborness that is bothering me? or was i being too inhuman by bothering too much. perhaps i should just reject everything that comes into my way now and just clear everything.
but isolation is a bad thing. i'm a person who needs human hearts next to me, thus far i'll admit. i'll envy those who speak thier mind half of thier time, but when i do, hurts of regrets rushes through my blood.
perhaps i'm overly sensitive. but thank you to everyone who has been there for me. family and friends.
speak my mind
i'm so fine
its the wake up call
that's down the hall
i'm not making sense
none at all
the love i have
freedom to give
we will make it through
each everyone one of you
the hope i find
in everyday live
the heart's that diminished
it will not be finished
until you give up hope
then it will be dope
that you think will be the cure
for living pure
but its not
cause it's still hot
the early rain
we will gain
i'll acomplished
even when my heart
is receeding, pouring
it will still be caring
'confusion'
the living size of my heart,
may it grow,
so that i will not continue to seek
blindly, striving for something
i know i won't know.
forget what i have said,
forgive yourself.
help,
meaning to it,
through it.
this repression,
it will subside.
i hope.
tagged reply:
Clare: hey. :)